Thoughts of A Melancholic

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Sometimes I feel lonely,
Fed up of everything.
Feeling so melancholic,
It has become the norm.

Bad omens surround me daily.
Being so depressed, that I have become allergic--
Allergic to happiness.

Even as a child, I thought of myself as a failure.
Even as a child, I hated the world.
Even as a child, I felt lonely.

Lonliness is seen as a sad state
But for me it isn't.
It allows me to find my inner-self
And be at peace with the world.

Although I have friends, I feel isolated.
As though, somehow, I don't fit in,
And looking back; I suppose I never really did.

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